The Self Doubt and Internal Conflict
Created when Value Systems Clash
This theme is relevant throughout the play ¡§Equus¡¨ but is
most prominent in the character Dysart because he doubts the validity of his profession
and whether he is actually helping his patients instead of stripping them of
their passion and what defines them. This internal conflict is brought on by
the clash in value systems between Alan¡¦s faith in Equus, Dysart¡¦s own desire
for a life that evokes the grandeur of Classical Greece and his commitment to
the ¡¥cult of the normal¡¦ as a psychiatrist ¡K it becomes increasingly clear
throughout the play that Dysart is
part of a system with which he is rapidly growing disillusioned. These clashes are also significant because they make the
audience more aware that there are competing value systems and one is not
necessarily correct.
Other examples of this clash can be
found in the contrast between the value systems of Alan¡¦s mother and father and
it is this clash that ultimately prompts Alan to develop a value system which
is a combination of elements taken from the competing ideologies that he is
exposed to. In some ways Alan then can be viewed as an embodiment of the
tension created when different value systems compete for prominence within an
individual.
The clash between value systems is also
present, albeit to a lesser extent, in A View From a Bridge. Here Alfieri can
see the merits of both the rule of law associated with
Page |
Quotation |
Explanation |
18 |
¡§The thing is, I¡¦m desperate.
You see, I¡¦m wearing that horse¡¦s head myself. That¡¦s the feeling. All reined
up in old language and old assumptions, straining to jump clean hoofed onto a
whole new track of being I only suspect is here.¡¨ |
The horse¡¦s head acts as a
metaphorical symbol of control implying that even someone as insightful as
Dysart is so ¡¥reined up¡¦ by the ideas that he has developed over the course
of his normal life that he is unable to live (or even really conceive of)
living another kind of life. The most interesting element of this quotation
is that Dysart¡¦s language (perhaps representative of his thought processes
and his whole understanding of reality) is associated with the ¡¥old¡¦,
restrictive system. It is as if the tools of language and habits of thiought
that he has picked up in his ¡¥normal¡¦ life are controlling Dysart to such an
extent that he will never be able to break free of them. |
18 |
The doubts have been there for years,
piling up steadily in this dreary place. It¡¦s only the extremity of this case
that¡¦s made them active. I know that. The extremity is the point! |
Dysart confesses that the inner
desire within him to abandon his inauthentic life in order to purse his
personal passion and faith has been a burden for a long time but that the
extreme and radical nature of Alan¡¦s case has brought these doubts to a head.
|
24 |
Then, with a surgical skill,
which amazes even me, I fit in the knife and slice elegantly down to the
navel, just like a seamstress following a pattern. |
This dream represents the way
in which Dysart has become increasingly disillusioned with the work that he
has been doing as a psychiatrist. Initially (presumably earlier in his
career) Dysart perhaps fancied himself as an expert with precise and well
honed skills but now the fact that Dysart narrates his own actions almost
from the perspective of an observer creates a set of distance which implies
that he is no longer as at home in his role as he was previously. His
discomfort becomes increasingly clear as the dream progresses and he becomes
literally (suggesting metaphorically) sick of his job ¡¥carving up children¡¦. |
25 |
¡§It¡¦s this unique talent for carving that has got me where
I am... And with each victim, it¡¦s getting worse. My face is going green
behind the mask.¡¨ |
This quotation shows the
internal conflict that Dysart faces as a result of his profession. He
struggles with the idea that ¡§fixing¡¨ children and transforming them into
someone that society would view as ¡§normal¡¨. After Dysart begins working on
Alan¡¦s case and familiarizes himself with Alan¡¦s value systems, he realizes
that perhaps the ¡§abnormal¡¨ people are living lives that are in some ways
more fulfilling or rewarding than the lives of ¡¥normal¡¦ people. As a result,
Dysart seems to be coming to the conclusion that in order to transform his
patients into ¡§normal¡¨ people he has to strip them of their passion. |
26 |
¡§It¡¦s exactly like being accused. Violently accused.¡¨ |
This quotation is referring to
the accusation in Alan¡¦s stare and is essentially what begins Dysart¡¦s self
doubt about the validity of his profession. Dysart interprets Alan¡¦s stare as
accusing him of not being passionate which shows the clash in value systems
and the internal conflict evoked in Dysart as a result. |
27 |
¡§if you receive my meaning¡¨ |
This phrase, which is usually
associated with Frank, creates the impression that he is putting on a façade to
impress the people around him. The phrase seems to be meant to imply a
seriousness about Frank and his views and to invite agreement from others
although ultimately the pompous sounding emptiness of the phrase actually
reveals Frank¡¦s self doubt, perhaps as result of his working class background
and the implied inferiority that he feels in the presence of Dora and her
more upper class family. |
37 |
ALAN [singing]: Double Diamond works wonders, works wonders, works wonders! |
The tunes that Alan sings from
commercials suggest the clash between his mother¡¦s and his father¡¦s views
about television. The fact that he seems to use these songs to bait and
provoke people reflect the way in which they may have been a source of
tension at home. |
49 |
No one ever says to cowboys
¡¥Receive my meaning¡¦! They wouldn¡¦t dare! Or ¡¥God¡¦ all the time (mimicking
his mother.) ¡¥God sees you Alan. God¡¦s got eyes everywhere-¡¦ |
Here we see how Alan truly
feels about his parent¡¦s influence and there is a sense of internal conflict
here as even though he adopts many of their beliefs and habits we see that
their nagging and influence does bother him. A further, more extreme,
example of this conflict can be seen when Alan blinds six horses, because he
is ashamed and worried that they witnessed him about to have sex with Jill. |
62 |
"If I had a son, I bet you he'd come out exactly like
his mother. Utterly worship-less." |
This accentuates the sense of
internal conflict associated with Dysart and his realization that the life he
lives, lacks of passion in contrast to Alan. This quotation contrasts with
his later admission to Hester that he is in fact a failure as a ¡¥pagan¡¦ and
this moment in the play emphasizes his internal conflict as it suggests that,
at this point, Dysart is unable to admit that his daydreams about Ancient
Greece are no more meaningful or passionate than Margaret¡¦s knitting of
socks. |
62 |
¡§I wish there was just one
person in my life I could show.¡¨ |
This emphasizes Dysart¡¦s own struggle
to have his values acknowledged, in the light his wife¡¦s dismissal of his
longing to live a life inspired by the epic histories of Ancient Greece. In
some ways this suggests a parallel between Dysart and Alan as the value
systems of both characters remain unvalidated by other people. |
63 |
"You mean a normal boy has one head: a normal head
has two ears?" |
As a result of his exposure to
Alan¡¦s value system (and presumably many others before) Dysart realizes that
the difference between ¡¥normality¡¦ and ¡¥abnormality¡¦ might not be as
clear-cut as we normally think. This quotation also suggests that, to him,
normality is a concept that is as superficial and simple as having two ears
and two eyes. |
65 |
¡§The |
Reveals the ambivalence of
Dysart¡¦s attitude towards his profession, and the idea of ¡¥the normal¡¦. On
the one hand, the derisory, condemnatory tone here suggests Dysart¡¦s
awareness of the detrimental effect that ¡¥normality¡¦ can have on people but
this is juxtaposed with the fact that ¡¥the |
80 |
"He wants a way to speak. To finally tell me what
happened in that stable" |
The tension between Alan¡¦s
reluctance to confide in Dysart and his desire to tell the truth implies that
he too, like Dysart, is experiencing a kind of internal conflict, perhaps
torn between loyalty to Equus and the longing to be ¡¥normal¡¦ and fit in with
everyone else. |
81 |
"He's a modern citizen for whom society doesn't
exist." |
This quotation clearly suggests
the way in which Alan¡¦s values and beliefs clash with those of everyone else.
This tension is emphasized by the contrast between being a modern citizen and
yet one who does not belong to society. The explicit reference to Alan as a
¡¥modern citizen¡¦ may also suggest that, to some degree, he is representative
of all of us, and idea that may be being used by Shaffer to make the audience
consider more closely the similarities between their beliefs and those of
Alan despite the superficial differences. |
105 |
whispering: ¡¥Mine!... You¡¦re
mine!... I am yours and you are mine!¡¦... Then I see his eyes. They are
rolling! [Nugget begins to advance slowly, with relentless hooves, down the
central tunnel] ¡¥I see you. I see
you. Always! Everywhere!
Forever!¡¦ [in terror]: Eyes!... White
eyes - never closed! Eyes like flames - coming - coming!... God seest! God
seest!... NO!... Equus... Noble Equus... Faithful and True... Godslave...
Thou - God - Seest - NOTHING! |
Clearly the sense of terror and
anger here suggests Alan¡¦s deeply disturbed state of mind and reveals the way
in which, despite being devoted to Equus, he is also afraid of him. This is
therefore, a clear example of how Alan is being torn apart by the demands
that his conflicting value systems are placing on him. The end of the play is also a
clear example of how the play ultimately leaves us without an answer to the
question of whether it is better to live a pain-free or a passionate life.
Although Dysart clearly finds Alan¡¦s devotion to a strange god attractive,
Alan, for his part, seems to wish to be normal and at points such as these,
even seems to be terrified by the deity he has created. By the end of the
play Dysart seems to believe in Equus more than Alan does and this leaves us
wondering whether living a painful but passionate life is really as
attractive an option as Dysart has made it out to be. |
Comparisons with ¡¥A
View from the Bridge¡¦
Page |
Quotation |
Explanation |
2 |
¡§Now we settle for half, and I
like it better. I no longer keep a pistol in my filing cabinet. And my
practice is entirely unromantic.¡¨ |
Although this quotation at first
glance suggests that Alfieri is secure in his choice of value system, this
sense of certainty is later undermined by his romantic depiction of Sicily
and ¡¥some Caesar¡¦s time¡¦ and the sense that, at points, he is convincing
himself that ¡¥it must be¡¦ better to live this kind of life rather than truly
believing it. |
37 |
¡§He¡¦s stealing from me!¡¨ |
This quotation demonstrates
Eddie¡¦s possessiveness of Catherine, which suggests the confusion of value
systems as this can be interpreted as both fatherly protectiveness and sexual
jealousy. |
54 |
¡§When the law is wrong it¡¦s
because it¡¦s unnatural, but in this case it is natural and a river will drown
you if you buck it now.¡¨ |
Alfieri understands Eddie¡¦s
internal struggle between his two value systems and the powerful imagery of
being crushed by a river suggests how destructive it can be when value
systems conflict. |
66 |
¡§gesturing with his hand - this
is a new idea: Then what is done with a man?¡¨ |
One final, more subtle example of
the conflict between values systems comes with Marco¡¦s comment which implies
that he simply cannot comprehend the existence of a system of justice other
than the Sicilian code of honor. His puzzled confusion here perhaps suggest
how ¡¥obvious¡¦ each individual¡¦s own belief system seems to them ¡¥from the
inside¡¦. |